Im in a field past the wrong or right. Three years of being a Self proclaimed Christian believer and im finally getting to know the REAL Jesus. He says he will take us from Glory to glory and i've seen his hand upon my life. It's been one big transition after another. In three years ive come out of idol worship, a marriage, and now im going to be a mother. WHAT is going on? lol (testimony coming to you soon)
I cant say i understand any of it but what are the fruits i ask myself all the time? The fruits are this.....at one point i was transformed externally: faithfully going to church, praying, fasting, I "looked like an all around "Good Christian," but my heart was wrong! Just because a wound has a band aid on it doesnt mean its healed. Thankfully my God is one that heals.
Needless to say i see the wind dying down around me, the trees are starting to calm down, the clouds are less dark and i sit.........peeling off all the band aids, cleaning up all the scraps, pulling back my hair and taking a deep breath. Its the end of this season for me and now it would seem that i look externally horrible, but the interior is changing and soon it'll show for the glory of God! I am just beautifully broken....im just .....ME!!! Gp
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