Gods Peace

    
      Today I experienced one of the most difficult things ill probably have to face. Through out the day when i was trying to pull myself together and it seemed impossible, all these worship songs started to come to my mind. Im talking songs i havent even heard since i first got saved. I was confused and shocked, and hurt and uneasy, my mind was pasting looking for a concrete thought and i realized that the holy spirit was ministering to me through these worship songs. I needed peace, Gods peace and how many of us know that that peace really does surpass all understanding....... You can tell when things are from God, there is peace in your heart about whats in front of you. A Lovely thought is that God blesses without sorrow and oh how grateful i am for that. Im not sure what the lord has in store for me and my daughter but i know that after this season.....im not trying to do things with out him.

   I positioned myself to sit for a moment and allow myself to just "shut off." When I did i had a very brief moment of peace over my heart. Couldnt have been more than five minutes or so but its sufficient and its lasting me. Those five minutes massaged my achy, sore heart. It calmed all the waves of emotionas and brought me back to him. getting ready to turn the page and with every little bit of strength i have, i could have the courage to put the pen back in Gods hand and let him write the next chapter. Thank you lord that you NEVER leave nor forsake.
Peace & Blessings
GP